We all are looking for our special place on Earth. We want to feel that we can be ourselves, that there's no need to pretend anything. We are looking for way to express our feelings, fears and dreams. We want to escape our comfort zone to improve our lives. We are looking for way to be better. What would you say if I told you a story about how close could you be to your thing and don't even realise that?
Since I remember I wanted everyone to pay attention to me. When I was a child I dreamt about how popular and succesful I become when I grow up. I studied hard and got best grades to be appreciated by my parents, teachers or friends. Yes, being smart was kind of cool thing at my school. Was I happy? Not really.
I started to look for attention online and I started a blog which wasn't as succesful as I wanted, so I quit writting soon and I just fekt that i had to find other way to become myself of my dreams. I attended choir then, but I dindn't feel good there although I did great. I also tried to become workout qeen and I started to train six times a week. I became stronger, thinner and more energised, but did I feel good? No, not really.
I thought that maybe new school, new classmates will help me with finding myself happy. Do I have to tell you about what happened? No? Not really? :)
And one day, that was no different than many others, I realised where I made my mistakes. It was just one minute wchich changed all my life and made it much better. Was it new place to live? New friend? Or new hobby? No. No. And unexpectedly no. I had to change my attention. That's all. I had to realise that I don't want to be looking for hapiness, that I just want to be happy, that I CAN be happy. Suddenly, my life become more succesful. Not because I become better than I was. Just because of the fact that I stardet to belive that I have never been so bad.
You don't need to look for your place to be yourself, you can be yourself and be awesome in your own, extraordinary way.
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